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i will ask no questions
while i do my thing in the background..
but all the time, all the tiiime
i'll know, i'll know.
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[10 Dec 2008|12:02pm] |
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when you are down.
har har.
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| HEY |
[11 Jun 2008|06:36pm] |
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NOBODY CARES.
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[30 Jan 2008|03:18pm] |
i don't know why this has become such a difficult thing for me to do. so i am just going to write a list of things i am looking forward to.
1. saving money.
2. planning my trip to japan!
3. doing something really fun with
andrew before he leaves for japan.
4. taking a cooking class.
5. getting back into my hobbies.
6. going to the gym with my lady friends.
(which i will be doing a lot more of soon)
7. either give a fuck about my job now, or look
for a new decent one that i will apply myself at
and make a good experience for myself.
8. summer.
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| it's funny |
[03 Jan 2008|03:21pm] |
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when you check your bank account and its negative 71 dollars, and you are shocked. even though you shouldn't be. because you're an idiot.
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[27 Dec 2007|10:00am] |
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it seems like everyone is trying to get away from something.
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| yayyy |
[25 Dec 2007|10:02am] |
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boy got me a digital camera!
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[04 Dec 2007|03:52pm] |
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i hate money.
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| note to self |
[22 Oct 2007|01:35pm] |
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don't work at home depot during a natural disaster.
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[12 Oct 2007|07:44pm] |
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its funny how you feel worse the day you get paid.
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[16 Apr 2007|01:44pm] |
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i suddenly feel trapped like i am trying to support some very heavy weight and i am not prepared to do so.
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[16 Jan 2007|06:45pm] |
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I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA HOW TO DEAL WITH MYSELF RIGHT NOW. AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
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[26 Nov 2006|05:08pm] |
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i realized i'm terrified.
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[25 Nov 2006|01:24pm] |
i want to say that i know what i am doing, i know how i feel, i know what will happen. but i don't know anything except that i don't care anymore. and that feels wonderful. i have been so fucking stressed lately and freaking out and working 65 hours and never having a day off for a whole month..until i quit blockbuster on thanksgiving night two hours into my shift....its amazing how much weight was lifted off my shoulder. although i feel an immense amount of guilt for leaving the way i did, my manager was always good to me and i felt really really really bad and i cried when i got in my car. i'm afraid to go back, i want to explain to him that everything was out of control and i had no time to stop and fix it. my life felt like a huge mess. i was a huge mess. its only been a couple days and i already feel a thousand times better. even tho my heartbeat is still all fucked up and i'll probably still get a little panic/anxiety attack here and there because my body just likes to have them even when im like just sittin there doin nothing at all.
i have more to say. and i actually want to say it but i am going to cash my other paycheck and give my sister rent money.
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| jamie is a butthole. |
[09 Nov 2006|05:48pm] |
01. Your name plus 'y':
hollyy
02. Two feelings at the moment?
cold and dizzy
03. What are you listening to right now?
i'm watching dogma
04. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind?
and we know what happens when we get to your hoouse
you rip my heart right outtt
05. Describe where you are right now?
i am in my office. the wall to my right is blue. the rest are white. its kind of messy and plain. but i'm gonna change that soon as possible.
06. The highlight of your week?
when i get to sleep in...
07. What are you craving to have right now?
to change my clothes. and clean out the fridge when i get home. i know weird craving but i've been thinking about it for a week.
08. Any unforgettable childhood memory(s)?
when its really sunny but really cold outside, it makes me think of going on feild trips to the science center in seattle.
09. A not-so-good childhood memory?
when my grampa died.
10. What are your nicknames?
holls, midge, hollizzle
11. Your three plans for today?
get off work, pick up my paycheck from the bust, get groceries.. or maybe dinner.
13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
probably
17. Say something to the person who posted this?
shes a best friend of mine<3
18. What do you want?
stability
19. Who is your best friend?
i've got a few people i consider best friends. they are all equally amazing.
20. Say anything you like to whoever is reading your answers?
that isn't a question.
21. Are you feeling hungry?
not anymore, amy brought me some pot roast because shes wonderful.
22. Who do you miss right now?
i miss sleeping.
23. Last friend you talked to online?
ummm andrew
24. What do you like about the night?
i don't know but i've always been a night owl.
25. If you visited a farm, what would you like to see?
i really like farm animals. horses, and pigs are awesome. chickens are funny.
26. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
a comedian, or a mom with a mini van.
27. Last gift?
no idea, money?
28. Did you like it?
it helped me out probably
29. Do you play an instrument?
nope
30.What song did you last hear?
mr. big - be with you. YEAH YEAH I SAID IT
32. Person you hate most?
easy answer, but i don't wanna put that shit on lj blast.
33. Who makes you laugh the most?
darrell hammond as sean connery on celebrity jeopardy
34.. What makes you smile?
the weirdest things..
35. Who has a crush on YOU?
i don't get it.
36. Who do YOU have a crush on?
jason lee
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| fucking your mothering fuckers. damn. |
[23 Jun 2006|12:42am] |
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i remember when things were impressive. now they aren't. it's really dissappointing. disappointing? dissapointing?
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[23 May 2006|01:44am] |
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i hate motherfucking retail. and if i could, i would BITCH SLAP a majority of the people who have ever set foot in my work place.
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[27 Apr 2006|02:45pm] |
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i didn't know kanye was gonna be coachella on saturday, thats great. i am excited to camp and be merry and go see cat power. yayyy.
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